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Valentin's day specials

  Valentine’s Day So, today is Valentine’s Day. And guess what? I’m not spending it curled up in my room with Netflix, binge-watching rom-coms while eating my weight in chocolate. Nope. Today, I’m hanging out with Caleb. And honestly? I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’m actually kind of excited. I spent the whole morning trying to figure out what to wear. I know, I know, it’s just Caleb, but I’ve been overthinking it way too much. What if I wear something too fancy and look like I’m trying too hard? Or, worse, what if I look like I didn’t try hard enough? After trying on half my closet, I settle on a simple cute sweater and jeans. Perfectly casual, but still, you know, kind of cute. My phone buzzes at noon. It’s Caleb. “Hey! I was thinking we could grab lunch at that new place in town? The one with the huge milkshakes?” I instantly smile. The place with the massive, over-the-top milkshakes? Yeah, I’m definitely in. I meet Caleb outside, and when I see him, I feel this wave of ...

Valentine's day disaster

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  Valentine's Day Disaster Dear Diary, Okay, I’m officially declaring Valentine’s Day the most cursed day of the year. I’ve had my fair share of awkward moments, but this? This was on another level. I'm talking full-on disaster mode. If there was a worst Valentine’s Day award, I’d win it. Hands down. So here’s the deal. All week, I had been preparing to give the perfect Valentine’s card to my crush, Oliver. I spent HOURS making it. There were glitter hearts, smiley faces, and even a cute little joke on the inside. I mean, I’m pretty much a card-making genius, right? But this card? It was going to be the one that would make Oliver see me as more than just the awkward girl who always spills things. I had a whole plan. Fast forward to the cafeteria at lunch. I walk in, holding the card like it's a prized treasure, heart racing. And then... I see Oliver sitting with his friends. And guess who’s sitting right next to him? Grace. Yes, Grace—the girl who always seems to show up wh...

1 Day Left to Valentine's day

  One Day Left to Valentine’s Day and I Still Don’t Have a Date But I don't care  Okay, so it’s officially one day until Valentine’s Day, and guess what? I still don’t have a date. Yep. You heard that right. Not a single date lined up. I mean, this is getting ridiculous now. Megan’s all excited about her plans with Jake, and Caleb, the guy she set me up with, hasn’t even texted me back. I told myself I wasn’t going to get my hopes up, but here I am, sitting in my room, staring at my phone like it’s some kind of magic device that’s supposed to make everything fall into place. And to make matters worse, my mom just asked if I had any special plans for tomorrow. When I told her no, she gave me that look. You know the one. The “Oh, sweetie, don’t worry, you’ll find someone soon” look. And then she sent me to the kitchen with a huge bowl of mashed potatoes to “cheer me up.” I’m not sure how mashed potatoes were supposed to fix anything, but okay, mom. So yeah. I’m just a little ove...

2 Days Left to Valentine’s Day, and I’m Still Not Sweating It.

  2 Days Left to Valentine’s Day, and I’m Still Not Sweating It. Okay, we’re officially down to two days. Two. And if I’m being totally honest, I’ve started to feel a little bit... well, bored. Not in a bad way, but in the kind of way where I’ve been thinking about this whole Valentine’s Day thing a bit too much. I mean, I’ve been pretending like I don’t care, but is it weird that I kinda want to do something? Just a little? Maybe? But also, what am I even supposed to do on Valentine’s Day when you’re not in some epic rom-com-style relationship? I could sit around all day eating candy and binge-watching movies that are basically built on the idea that I should somehow feel bad for being single. But then I remember that the last thing I need is some cheesy movie telling me that love is the answer to all my problems. Like, no thank you. I’ve got my own thing going on. Still, there's this tiny voice in the back of my head wondering what if. What if, just once, I got swept off my feet ...

Me vs. My Nemesis in School: The Battle of the Awkwardly Awesome 1

Me vs. My Nemesis in School: The Battle of the Awkwardly Awesome 1  Dear Diary, You won’t believe what happened today. It all started during the dreaded Math class, when I walked into room 203, carrying my shiny new binder filled with perfectly organized notes (thanks to my new obsession with making everything look cute). Everything seemed normal—until she walked in. Of course, she was none other than Kayla. You know, my arch-nemesis. The queen of the school who seems to have a PhD in being perfect and making everyone else feel, well, NOT. I swear, this girl has it all: perfect hair, flawless skin, and a confidence that could probably convince a rock to move. She’s been my “enemy” since forever. And by “enemy,” I mean she has this natural ability to make everything I do look 1000 times worse than it actually is. Today, however, things were about to get extra complicated. Mrs. Jensen, our math teacher (who doesn’t even try to keep things interesting), decided we were going to have a...

the disaster of the 8th grade talent show part 2

Dear Diary, I can’t believe it. The aftershock of the talent show is still hitting me like a wave. It’s like I actually did something epic. Maybe not in the way Chloe did, but I showed up—and I’m kind of proud of myself for it. I mean, I never thought I could pull off stand-up comedy. Seriously, I’ve been known to make things awkward just by existing, but somehow, I turned that into something people actually enjoyed. I guess my awkwardness really is my superpower. And get this: the very next day at lunch, something happened that I totally didn’t expect. Chloe came over to my table. I thought she was going to say something super condescending like, “Nice try, Nikki,” or “Maybe stick to something easier next time,” but no. Instead, she said, “You were actually kind of funny yesterday.” She had this strange smile on her face, not smug or competitive, but more like she was being, I don’t know... genuine? I blinked a few times. Was Chloe complimenting me? Was this a prank? “Thanks,” I said ...

3 Days Left to Valentine’s Day, and I’m Still Not Sweating It.